Thursday, February 24

Upon the Rock........

As I have recently started a family, college, a new job, and an array of other activities my mind and body have never felt more overwhelmed. Last week I wanted to just lie down and die. I had more assignments due for class the next day than I could count on my two hands. Work was demanding more than I had imagined, and I just wanted a few minutes to rest!

I attended a training meeting at work with the culmination of all this. The meeting was centered on how the Book of Mormon teachings enhance our relationship with Jesus Christ. As I participated in the meeting it dawned on me. How often am I studying the Book of Mormon? Am I receiving the spirit of Christ as I read? My worries and stresses seemed so overbearing, but I realized it was because I was not accepting the peace offered by the Savior.

I realized my ineffectiveness to handle the stresses of life was a direct result of not depending upon the Savior. Finally recognizing it, I resolved to turn again to him. Since last week the pressure has not relented, but my strength as never been so strongly founded upon the rock of Savior. Reading the Book of Mormon and the New Testament daily is inviting a peace not found anywhere else but through God.

 "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: 
not as the world giveth, give I unto you.
 Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." 
                       
                            - Jesus Christ (John 14:27)


" These things I have spoken unto you,
 that in me ye might have peace. 
In the world ye shall have tribulation: 
but be of good cheer;
 I have overcome the world. "

                           - Jesus Christ (John 16:33)

Wednesday, September 15

The Lessons of Gardening

I can't really say I am a Gardner, but yesterday I tried. For months I have been hearing my younger sister talk about this garden she has tended to. It has tomatoes, carrots, cucumbers, strawberries, melons, etc. Impressive! Considering we live in a desert! The weeds had overrun her garden since she started school, and I felt obligated to help her, knowing how much she had worked on it.

I went to work, got my gloves, and started pulling weeds. At first glance, the garden seemed green, thriving, and relatively uninjured by any weeds. But as I spread my arms around each plant I noticed more and more invasive weeds. Shocked, I continued pulling and noticed a few things along the way.

(1) Weeds grew closest to the roots, and closest to the fruit. 
The obnoxious weeds huddled around the root of each plant, especially the tomatoes. They swarmed it in an effort, at least appearing to me, to blend in with the natural branches of the plant. but a close look, and a little pull determined where the true vine lied.
Also the fruit, the place where it all comes together, the production of the whole plant had weeds flanking every side. It was as if the fruit was born surrounded by a host of weeds.

(2) Green can be deceiving.
Weeds are green, the vines are green, and most of the vegetables start out green. So at times I found myself in deep concentration trying to eliminate only weeds, not the precious plants. I didn't always succeed, leaving me considering upon the intelligence of these weeds, taking on the color even of the plant.

(3) Know your vine. 
Along with the green problem, knowing the vines. At one time I was trimming up around a melon vine, when I noticed a vine a little off from the melons. So I went away pulling, and unfortunately took out the watermelon! I didn't take note of how each appeared, and so when it was a little off, I ripped it out, showing again my lack of experience.

~ Gardening of Life ~
Life is often compared to gardening, but my life never has been, until yesterday. I had the time to reflect during my little rampage on the weeds of the world on how it relates to me.
I too grow amongst weeds, the weeds are often found closest to me. Arguments with family, difficulty identifying worthwhile jobs and activities, deception found in the marketplace and everywhere I go. The wrong seems to always want to portray itself ever closer and ever more like the green of the good. In these times I wonder, "Can  i possibly weed through it all?"
Most definitely I can. Often I do make the mistakes, watermelon for weeds, and weeds for watermelon, but the plant is not lost all together. It can still grow, it can return, it can be fruitful again. After my experience yesterday, I see the need to be more diligent in the home. Weeding cannot be a every now and again activity. Judgement is blurred, risks are heightened, and consequences more severe. But if in the short moments of my life I take the time to prune, evaluate, and clear up around my roots, I will be better prepared to give a more plentiful fruit day after day.

The Beginning

For two years I walked the streets of Chicagoland. I was apart of a great and marvelous work. It was in those moments, day by day, that I began to sense the difference in creatures of circumstance and creators of circumstance. I wanted to be the creator. And through the grace of God, things happened there that never would have happened on my own. I have been forever changed, but not so much in a physical sense. I believe it will be in the years to come where my change is most readily recognized. You and I will see the change in the way I study, in the way I love, in the way I hope, in the way I work, in all the ways of my life.

But for now, the only real way to describe the beginning is "The Miracle of my Mission".